Monday, 13 April 2009

• Currently Even If It Kills Me By Motion City Soundtrack Last Night see related

  My panic research is no help, I'm sinking in myself, afraid of the fall that never ends....

  "I wait, but I'm too tired to play pretend. I'll suffocate until the end."

  Awesome flipping song by Motion City Soundtrack. +sigh+ so it's been almost three months since Zac dumped me over the internet, and quite frankly, I'm glad he's gone. Anyone who does that to a person they're supposed to be marrying is a JERK. And then there is the whole drama with the hotel room at Acen. (His exact words: "I hope you have an alternative place to stay, because I removed you from our room.")

  Enough about Zac. I'm not going to waste myself ranting about him....but I'll rant about guys in general.

  Guys! WHY IN THE WORLD ARE YOU ALL SO CRAZY? Yeah, I know. Us girls are pretty hormonal, but still. How is it you can go from "I really really like you" to "I think I really really like you" to "I like you but not enough to date you" and then back to "I really really like you" in a nano-second? It is so flipping confusing! >:[ It's like me going "I want candy! Oh wait, no. I want pizza." and then once we order the pizza, pay for it, and it gets to my house and you've dished it out on plates I'm all "Um...thanks for the pizza-but I really wanted candy."

  Actually, that's a terrible metaphor. :[ Because technically, you're not paying for anything like you're paying for pizza. That would make me a prostitute, which I am not. :/

  
  

  First you're all affectionate, than you're all "Holly, you're too affectionate. Tone it down." and you won't even hold my hand, then you're back to being affectionate again. It's MADDENING! Ever heard of mixed signals? You should never become a traffic cop, or there would be a 26-car pile up on your conscience. Am I being a bit spastic and harsh? Hell yes. You won't ever read this, you barely read my text messages. (Unless you're being affectionate for some particularly random reason.) +deep inhale+

  Is it because of me going away to college? If so, that's an idiotic reason. I think I should have some say in the situation if that is the case...>_<

  Anyways! Other news.

  *5 more weeks of school and then I'm a high school graduate :3
  * I'm going to Xavier University! Yep! I got ins :]
  
  *Shout! My literary showcase is tomorrow night and I'm MEGA nervous :o
  *Prom is the 25th and my dress is GORGEOUS :]]]]]
  *I saw my mom and siblings recently.
  *I have a band concert thursday I don't really want to go to :/
  *I'm off to a doctor's appointment.

   

  Ok, so I think that finishes my angry blogging :3

  <3 Bye!

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